Hi

How are you? I'm quite fine now. Yesterday on the other hand... My lord, I'm never gonna smoke again! I was at a friends place and his girlfriend called and they broke up. Instead of having someone going all sad over me, I suggested that we'd take a walk. We did, and we brought cigarrs... I had a big big cuban one.. *Shudders*
I'm not a smoker. Sure, I've had one or two cigarillos in my day, but It's really not something I'm used to. Anyway, I smoked it.. The whole cigarr. When we got home, I had to sit down for a while. We planted our asses on the road outside the house and just chilled. I was like dizzy and things were spinning. We got in and I started to sweat. I was sure that this was it. I'm going to die. I wanted to die, oh I wanted to die! I even looked for a knife I knew should be on the table, but I could not find it.
As I was laying there, I came to think about something that happened more then a year ago.

It was on a Camelot camp, me and my friend, yes the same friend that I've shared oh so many icecreams with, were standing outside the dining hall with a girl that weäd met earlier. She was smoking a fag and offered it first to my friend and then to me, but my friend wouldn't let me take it...

Then it came to me, as I was laying there, just how awesome she is. When she wouldn't let me have the fag at Camelot I didn't think that much about it, but when I was laying there sweating I realised that it was cuz she cared!
I started thinking about the year that'd passed since that Camelot. It was at that camp that we became close friends, Oh I know the exact time to ^^ Uhm.. Back from memory lane... Ah yes, I might have been a wee little bit "high" on the cigarr, but I felt this sudden urge to tell her how much I apreciated her friendship and that she's the most awesome person in the world.

I rushed up to get to the computer, but on the way I had to pay the trashcan next to the computer table a little visit.. that turned out to be a long visit... I'm telling you, I will most likely never smoke again! Never again...

Oh well, when I finaly reached the computer she was offline. Tough luck, but I got to write a long journal instead! ^^ If you ever read this, thank you! Thank you for all the good times, thank you for the ninja-escape from Anneli, for that day at fall when the sun was reflecting in the yellow leaves. Thank you for... *This goes on for several A4's* and not to say the least... All the icecream. Surely some of the best after school-hours I've ever had.

*Reads back on what he's written, but refuses to correct any splellings or grammaratcis* Hmm, might sound a little bit cheesy, but that's the truth! This one is for you *Raises his hat and his glass to... Under the violet moon!*