~Hagis

Hi

How are you? I'm quite fine now. Yesterday on the other hand... My lord, I'm never gonna smoke again! I was at a friends place and his girlfriend called and they broke up. Instead of having someone going all sad over me, I suggested that we'd take a walk. We did, and we brought cigarrs... I had a big big cuban one.. *Shudders*
I'm not a smoker. Sure, I've had one or two cigarillos in my day, but It's really not something I'm used to. Anyway, I smoked it.. The whole cigarr. When we got home, I had to sit down for a while. We planted our asses on the road outside the house and just chilled. I was like dizzy and things were spinning. We got in and I started to sweat. I was sure that this was it. I'm going to die. I wanted to die, oh I wanted to die! I even looked for a knife I knew should be on the table, but I could not find it.
As I was laying there, I came to think about something that happened more then a year ago.

It was on a Camelot camp, me and my friend, yes the same friend that I've shared oh so many icecreams with, were standing outside the dining hall with a girl that weäd met earlier. She was smoking a fag and offered it first to my friend and then to me, but my friend wouldn't let me take it...

Then it came to me, as I was laying there, just how awesome she is. When she wouldn't let me have the fag at Camelot I didn't think that much about it, but when I was laying there sweating I realised that it was cuz she cared!
I started thinking about the year that'd passed since that Camelot. It was at that camp that we became close friends, Oh I know the exact time to ^^ Uhm.. Back from memory lane... Ah yes, I might have been a wee little bit "high" on the cigarr, but I felt this sudden urge to tell her how much I apreciated her friendship and that she's the most awesome person in the world.

I rushed up to get to the computer, but on the way I had to pay the trashcan next to the computer table a little visit.. that turned out to be a long visit... I'm telling you, I will most likely never smoke again! Never again...

Oh well, when I finaly reached the computer she was offline. Tough luck, but I got to write a long journal instead! ^^ If you ever read this, thank you! Thank you for all the good times, thank you for the ninja-escape from Anneli, for that day at fall when the sun was reflecting in the yellow leaves. Thank you for... *This goes on for several A4's* and not to say the least... All the icecream. Surely some of the best after school-hours I've ever had.

*Reads back on what he's written, but refuses to correct any splellings or grammaratcis* Hmm, might sound a little bit cheesy, but that's the truth! This one is for you *Raises his hat and his glass to... Under the violet moon!*

Hi, how are you?

I was in a rahter shitty mood all day. You could say that it was one of those days, things didn't quite go the way you wanted them to and such...

It did brigthen up around 18.00. Me and some friends decided to go and see Pirates 3, wich was a lovely movie. I even managed to pick up a new episode of Wolverine! It was quite boring, but who cares. It had loads of violence!

Met up with some friends, and recieved a hug for the graduation present. *Joy*
She seemed quite happy about it, I might even be able to get myself another hug. *Flex*

The movie was great, simple as that. I've seen better ones, but I've seen worse to... It ranks somewhere above average. Hmm, quite a bit above averege...
I just wish that they'd killed off that annoying little whelp!

Hmm... Yo ho a pirates life for me.

Heya!

So, today was the big graduation day. I should be áll sad about it, but I'm not.. Sure, I might never meet some of them agan, but I'm still cheerfull.

I'll give you the day...
Got up at 06.30, after a few hours of sleep to get ready to go to school. I arrived at 07.00, just like all the other mornings. Anyway, I hoged a computer and played some harpan for a few hours. After that, I went outside to see some jippo held each year for the graduates. They compete against eachother in various competitions, and the winner is the first to go out on the stairs. I got a call from a friend, she needed someone to hold her purse. I took it ofc. The competitions took several hours, most of wich I spent standing still on the same place in the shadow. It was quite fun, they had all dressed up in various outfits. My friend was dressed like Mel Gibson aka William Wallace.

The competition raged on for a few hours, untill the kareoke took place. When my friends class had made their entry, we went to get something to eat. School burgers ftw!
After that, we went to get some icecream, obviously! It was the last time we'd ever do that after school... Yeah, it's sad... Ah well, I followed her to the door, as I always do cuz I'm a gentleman! After that I went to Tirmå to pick up a gift for her, and I bought a card to! Well, after I got back to school I started to write the card, but it turned out as jibberish... There was no way I could give that card to her, so I went to Sörberge to pick up a new card, and this time it turned out fairly good.

Anyway, I intended to go to the stairs early to meet her parents. I planned to be a true gentleman so that her grandmother would like me and invite me to dinner! ^^ But... Ehm, at 15.00 - 15.30 I felt a little sleepy so I thought "Hey, I'm gonna be there at 16.30... I might as well get some sleep." Of course, I woke up at 16.50 and had to rush to the allready crowded Grytan. Now, I had no idea what her parents looked like, so I had to check EVERY sign at the whole place to see her name!
When I eventually did find her parents I got cold feet. I dared not aproach them! So I just stood there, a few paces behind them. Hanging out with them in a very sneaky way. ^^
Eventually, I did talk to her brother, asked him if they were there to celebrate her and if I could chill with them for a while. He had no objections, even thou he seemed kinda confused.

Oh the present, it was a ticket to a performance by Dir en grey at Arenan in Stockholm. She didn't open the envelope wich contained the ticket right away, so I don't know if she liked it or not... Oh well, I'm expecting hugz if she liked it.. If not, she hated it and I need to commit seppuku! *Wink wink* ^^

Hmm, that's about it... T'was a great day and all, but with the tiny tiny sting of friends going away...

Take care, and stay tight!

Heya

I'm writing this at 02.00, and I'm not sure what to write
Attended to a tabletop session earlier today, it was okay... Not great, but I've been to worse. Almost fell asleep... Oh bother, wasn't feeling all that good either.

Anyway, today the third-graders will graduate... Never to be seen again... It's very depressing!

Hmm, this was just a short update.. Had to kill a few seconds. I'll most likely write a new entry tonight, when the graduations are over... Oh snap, it IS so very depressing.

Hi, how are you?

I'm fine, I guess...
Had a really nice day yesterday! I met a friend for lunch, and I had the joy to keep her company for like the reminder of the day. At first she made the finishing touches on a painting that's really been a pain in the rear. It turned out great! It was of Gackt, so it had to be good. I mean, he's hawt. Even thou he's like 40! Hmm, maybe it's not souch a feat after all... Just look at SIR Sean Connory (( Splelling, I know. Sue me! )) He's like 70 and he's still handsome.
Anyway, we went for ice cream. Like I said yesterday, some days it's just a crime not to eat one!
She checked her deviant and noticed that i hardly mentioned her at all in that days update, wich made me feel kinda guilty.

I'll di it like this so that you won't have a wall of text... Anyway!
She noticed that she was out of tvättmedel, so we went back to the store, where we met a friend of ours that's working there. Had a nice little chat with him before we went home again, this time armed with cheap läskeblask and tvättmedel.
Later, we did a bunch of stuff, she washed her clothes, we went to pick up a costume for some jippo that's taking place at her graduation, hung the clothes to dry, she tried out the outfit she's gonna wear on the stairs at the graduation and then... Hmm, we just talked 'till she mentioned that it was time to split up. Aaand, that pretty much sums up 7 hours of my day.

After she made me leave, I went to a guy that lives almost next-door to her. He's living there with a friend of his. A friend with a car! I went to beg him for a ride home, but I ended up spending the rest of the evening there, praticipating in an orgy of nerdyness and Star Wars! Oh, and food! Flintastek and rice!

Oh well, I'm thinking of going to church today, but I'm not sure. I asjed my friend if she'd be at school for lunch today, but she was unsure. If I'd know'n for a 100% I'd be there, ofc, but I'd feell rather stupid if I turned up there when I don't have to without anyone to keep company.. Oh well, I'll cross my fingers! Besides, it's most likely gonna turn out to be one of those days that calls for ice cream! Just like all the other days ^^

Good fight, good night!